Fresh Wounds

Just when I thought I'm fine, I'm not.

Defying Gravity

ELPHABA-So if you care to find me
Look to the western sky!
As someone told me lately:
"Ev'ryone deserves the chance to fly!"
And if I'm flying solo
At least I'm flying free
To those who'd ground me
Take a message back from me
Tell them how I am
Defying gravity
I'm flying high
Defying gravity
And soon I'll match them in renown
And nobody in all of Oz
No Wizard that there is or was
Is ever gonna bring me down!

Shriek!

WUuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



One!
一！
Satu!
Uno!
ουσ !


Deep breath
Mark my words Strathclyde, you will miss this Mensa level student when I graduate!

When life is upside down.

Some love and support would be nice.

Somehow I just never seem to deserve it.

Am I just not good enough?

Once in a lifetime

It isn't official but praise God for His grace. Maybe not what I have hoped for but the Lord knows me best as well as my yearning for rest. 15 years I have enslaved myself to the express route. For the first time ever life is beginning to flow slower, its a new feeling, a strange feeling that frightens me. Things are changing, people are changing, I am changing.

Just what if You have a larger plan for me here?

For now, let me take a breather.

Still

Right when everything seem to have fallen apart, the lyrics "When the oceans rise and thunders roar, I will soar with you above the storm" rang in my head while I struggled to fill that answer sheet.

When I was crying a friend comforted me with Psalm 91 " ⁴ He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart. " Arlyne, 18th August.

The day I couldn't sleep we worshiped "find rest my soul".
LOL lifegroup, 18th August.

Yesterday the church edified with the words "Cast your burdens at the Lord's feet; His yoke is easy His burden is light; If God is with you, who is against you?"
New Mercy Church, 27th September.

Today the last word completes the worship song " Be still, and know that I am God" Psalm 46:10.
Heidi, 28th August.


Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still and know You are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father You are king over the flood
I will be still and know You are God


Be still.

What I really feared 3 years ago

... was hopelessness.

And the feeling is back full throttle.